Drowning.

This past week has been an unintentional bloggy break. One that might unfortunately continue. It's not because I have a lack of material. Quite the opposite actually — my head feels like it's going to explode from all the posts I have floating around up there... among a bunch of other things. I'm completely embarrassed about how behind I've become on blogs, emails, chores, bills... life. I think the only place I have kept pace is on F@ceBook, cause it's easy. Some of it is because of very big things [getting the house ready to go on the market]. Some of it is due to very little things [like the hours of sleep I am logging a night. Which would be four in case you were wondering]. Some of it is due to general life stress. And of course, all of this is perfectly coinciding with Spencer "testing his boundaries." And long hours for Doug at the office. Fabulous. While I'd love to say "I'm keeping calm and carrying on" or "making lemonade from my lemons" or "keeping the eye on the prize" — I'm not. I'm trying, but it's just not happening. I mentally can't get there yet. And it's not really possible to blog while you're in that negative mind space. So, for now, I'm just trying to keep my head above water...

More soon. I hope.

{And I know, how awful of me to throw a pity party and not even post cute photos of Spencer to make up for it.}